There’s nothing there right now, but that will be home base for Turmoil, the next installment after that Redemption and anything else having to do with that universe.

What I will do for now is give progress reports on the writing progress, 22,000 words, and let you know that unlike the first inner demons, I want to challenge myself and do this with a full cast and I hope to have at least half if not all the episodes recorded and ready to go by launch date.

Now, here where I’m gonna need some help.

If you’re interested in being part of the cast, let me know at walkerdependentmusicfan@gmail.com

Also would like to have one maybe two associate producers on hand to help me out.  It was a learning experience doing Inner Demons and would like if possible to take it up a notch maybe more.  I have been told it would take longer editing a full cast audio and could use the help.

And now here is a synopsis;

Before the events of Inner Demons, and twelve years before the Hawley Manor massacre of 1990, there was a tragedy that happened inside it’s very walls that claimed the life of Barney Leland’s beloved spouse Alex.  For so many years, no one knew what really happened.

Until now.

I’m currently working on Chapter 10 of   “Official Title”  Inner Demons: Turmoil.  Lets just say the shit is gonna hit the fan before long.  I also started outlining Inner Demons: Redemption.  The goal is to start that during nanowrimo.  We’ll see how that turns out.

For those of you who are wondering about the John Payne Fancast, is that gonna continue?  In all honesty, I really don’t know.  John and his bands Asia Featuring John Payne and GPS are in great hands now publicity wise that I really don’t know if I’m needed.  I will definitely keep the site up, http://www.johnpaynefancast.net, because I am really proud of the experience I have received from doing the podcast, and maybe the podcast will come back for a 3rd season.  Only time will tell.

And then the fear started to set in, what if I can’t find a good school?  Is it worth adding to the balance you are already paying to your student loans? (I’m a twice college dropout. I know! I know!)  If I get the degree, would anyone hire me despite my disability?  No company will admit it, but I have been turned down for positions in the past due to my having trouble walking.  I’m trying so hard not think about it, but it’s not easy.

I was thinking lately to really push myself and get the Inner Demons prequel ready to podcast for sure by October.  I’m also looking into research to start my own small press.  Still those voices are in my head saying, are you sure you can do this?

I guess what I’m saying is I’m scared.  I’m afraid of failing.

It could also be because, the Inner Demons podcast was more of a learning experience for me and I want this one to rock.  I want to try to start podcasting it in October, with at least a somewhat edited manuscript unlike how I did it previously.

I guess right now, I’m just scared of failing, falling flat on my face.

As for Inner Demons, for a little while I was open to seeing about getting a publishing deal, but hearing about what happened to JC Hutchins and his publisher’s decision not to release the 7th Son sequels, (big mistake in my opinion!), changed my mind entirely.  So the plan is, after I get over this cold and finish the Different Worlds podcast, (I will get it started I promise!), I’m gonna look into self publishing Inner Demons through a company called Createspace, I’m shooting for a 10-10-10 release date cause that should give me plenty of time to figure out just how to do it.

Which brings me to the point, am I gonna continue podcasting?  Of course I am, but it probably won’t be till late this year, early next year because I want to have something at least somewhat polished and ready to go.  Believe me I learned from my experiences with Inner Demons.

Till then, I will continue my fancast work for John Payne and attempt to get other fancast off the ground that I tried to start last year when all hell broke loose.

Adrienne enters Anton’s world to rescue Michael from certain death.

This episode is dedicated to the memories of Tanya Downs, Carl Unselt (my father), and Paula Speery.

Story so far segment done by John Payne from Asia Featuring John Payne & GPS.

http://www.theasiaband.com

“Hold A Candle” by Singularity from the album  Between Sunlight & Shadows.

http://www.singularity.com

Thanks to everyone who has listened and helped support this podcast, especially Lisa LaRue.

http://www.lisalaruemusic.com

Jeff returns to help Jules rescue Armand from one of Anton’s traps.  They later learn of Jeff’s connection to Hawley Manor and why Anton wants Adrienne dead.  Upstairs Adrienne wakes up to find Michael in a coma like state.  Only she  and she alone can save him.

Story so far segment done by the lovely Emerian Rich

http://www.emzbox.net

While Michael and Adrienne share a tender moment, Barney sacrifices his life  in the hopes of reuniting with his late wife Alex.  Jake carries on the rescue mission of Hawley Manor.

Story so far segment done by Steve Adams (ARZ, Lisa LaRue project 2k9, 2kXX)

http://www.thearzuniverse.com